Accepting My Fate

August 8, 2009 · 0 comments

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Months ago, I went to the podiatrist, as you all know.  I was diagnosed with tarsal tunnel.  I now think that diagnosis was not necessarily true.  I think the problem was my shoes and my fibro.  Since then, I have worn flats.  Only a very slight kitten heel for court.  I hate them and I have grumbled and bitched nonstop. 

This week, I accepted it.  Heels mess up my legs.  We had a Hello Stiletto event on Tuesday night and I wore heels for a couple of hours.  The next day, the numb patches in my legs started again and they have been gone for a while.  Seems like that's the cause.  Much to my dismay.  And I was wearing relatively comfortable heels too… 

Today, I went to DSW.  I didn't torture myself by going through the aisles with heels.  I was taunted by a pair of Betsey Johnsons in the clearance section that were my size and GORGEOUS.  Instead, I bought flats.  I actually found six pairs that didn't turn my stomach.  None are Sam & Libby, even though one pair was cute and it was supposed to look like a painted clog with brown accents.  If those accents had been black, I would have had seven pairs.  I don't like brown – blame that on my high school uniform. 

I discovered a brand that I believe is aimed at junior high girls.  Rocket Dog.  The shoes feel like I am barefoot, so that is a plus.  They were extremely inexpensive.  I bought two pairs which claim to be made of thai silk.  Black and "dark jade" (aka teal).  I like them because it almost looks like my foot is tied up in a bandage and bound.  My husband claims I look like I have old school bound feet (even though he has seen the pictures of what that really looks like).  My feet are just small.  They look so dainty.

I was thrilled to find a very cute pair of Cole Haan flats that match absolutely nothing that I own.  I'll find a way to make that work because they are insanely comfortable.  I almost bought a pair of coach that were on clearance, but changed my mind.  I was surprised to see a better variety of flats than the last time I went.  So now, I can at least have obnoxious colors.  Most importantly, I got a pair of red patent sling backs, so I finally have something to wear with my navy dress.  (Because, remember, I think red patent is a neutral and I don't like navy shoes.  My hatred of brown is already described above.)

I spent some money, but I'm quite satisfied with this purchase.  I needed the shoes and I have accepted my fate.  Now I simply need to get some stuff to match these lovely shoes. 

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